Wrap-Up!: The Highlights of my 2012
So it's a bit late to write about this but I figure out it wouldn't be too bad to post one and this year's been special for me too so.. here it goes!
Since I'm naturally forgetful, I can't list down a lot and will only stick for those that have stand out. To be honest, now that I've come down to it, I realized it was actually a little hard to dig my brains out on the events that made my 2012 stood out among my 22 years. But I still believe and I know for a fact that 2012 is special so okay.
Let's roll down the top 5!
Number five will probably be finally saving up to buy "stuff". Which includes my Samsung netbook, Samsung Galaxy Y and fan girl stuff such as Super Junior Boys in the City 4, Donghae's Ceci Magazine and Super Junior 6JIB: Sexy, Free and Single. The prices of these items are all GOLD and I'm a pauper so saving up did made a toll on me. But nevertheless! I got to buy these awesome things on my own and for that I'm very proud of. Completing this list is two gold tickets for Dream Kpop Fantasy Concert this January 19!
Coming in to number four are EXO, INFINITE and SHINHWA! New oppars (and jail-baits orz) I've met that somehow tested my loyalty with SJ. They were amazing and talented, very funny and who am I not to love them. I would admit that for a moment, I was like so in to them I've pushed SJ aside. Thankfully, SIHAEinMANILA happened and I was brought back to reality that when it comes to idols, nothing could ever replace SJ in my heart <3 Now I've learned that the EXO era was just a phase, although I do fangirl about them once in a while but at the end of it, it would still be SJ. I feel a little disappointed over some so called ELF who left the fandom because of new bands, and I know I shouldn't be mad at them for doing so because those were their choices but still. I have a major dislike towards former ELF, and I don't think it is something I could work on in a near future. But then again, they shouldn't matter to me because SJ+ELF are the only relevant people in my fangirl life.
Number three is HOW DO YOU HEAL A BROKEN HEART! aka the fic I'm proud of as of the moment. I've always love writing, and I've been writing for two years in an online fan fiction community and I could say that this short story is my proudest so far. I know it won't make me stand out out of the hundreds of better fics in the net but I put my full effort and feelings for this one, and I'm proud of what it had achieved. Readers told me they love it, and that they felt the emotions I want them to feel. It wasn't much but for me it's a stepping stone on the possible chance that I could actually write my dream story someday.
Number two are the ties I've cut out. I just don't think it's healthy anymore. And I can see they're definitely doing well without me. We are all separate entities and whatever I do probably wouldn't matter to them anymore and so are their deeds to me. Yes I'm completely ending whatever relationship we had, because I don't think everything could ever go back to the way it was. Not that there are really unforgettable memories we've spent together anyway. From what I remember, I missed a lot of it, and I know I'm at fault for that. So yes! That's all! Good luck to our lives!
Probably the ice cream, cherry, leche flan on top will be SIHAEinMANILA because really, out of all the posts in my previous blog it was the only one who had managed to be in here so that's saying something ^^ And it's DONGHAE (and Siwon) in flesh and up close!
2012 isn't the best year I think, but it has enough memories that I won't be able to forget. 2013 is just starting and I can already feel it awaits more opportunities, more new people, more fun with oppars! And probably it's the year I'll get the chance to see Super Junior live! Cheers to me, cheers to us! I hope just like 2012, 2013 will be one year that could finally stood out and be one of the most unforgettable years of my life!
disclaimer: exo/infinite picture and 'i was your best friend' gif aren't mine. credits to danhobak and tumblr.
Since I'm naturally forgetful, I can't list down a lot and will only stick for those that have stand out. To be honest, now that I've come down to it, I realized it was actually a little hard to dig my brains out on the events that made my 2012 stood out among my 22 years. But I still believe and I know for a fact that 2012 is special so okay.
Let's roll down the top 5!
Coming in to number four are EXO, INFINITE and SHINHWA! New oppars (and jail-baits orz) I've met that somehow tested my loyalty with SJ. They were amazing and talented, very funny and who am I not to love them. I would admit that for a moment, I was like so in to them I've pushed SJ aside. Thankfully, SIHAEinMANILA happened and I was brought back to reality that when it comes to idols, nothing could ever replace SJ in my heart <3 Now I've learned that the EXO era was just a phase, although I do fangirl about them once in a while but at the end of it, it would still be SJ. I feel a little disappointed over some so called ELF who left the fandom because of new bands, and I know I shouldn't be mad at them for doing so because those were their choices but still. I have a major dislike towards former ELF, and I don't think it is something I could work on in a near future. But then again, they shouldn't matter to me because SJ+ELF are the only relevant people in my fangirl life.
Number three is HOW DO YOU HEAL A BROKEN HEART! aka the fic I'm proud of as of the moment. I've always love writing, and I've been writing for two years in an online fan fiction community and I could say that this short story is my proudest so far. I know it won't make me stand out out of the hundreds of better fics in the net but I put my full effort and feelings for this one, and I'm proud of what it had achieved. Readers told me they love it, and that they felt the emotions I want them to feel. It wasn't much but for me it's a stepping stone on the possible chance that I could actually write my dream story someday.
Number two are the ties I've cut out. I just don't think it's healthy anymore. And I can see they're definitely doing well without me. We are all separate entities and whatever I do probably wouldn't matter to them anymore and so are their deeds to me. Yes I'm completely ending whatever relationship we had, because I don't think everything could ever go back to the way it was. Not that there are really unforgettable memories we've spent together anyway. From what I remember, I missed a lot of it, and I know I'm at fault for that. So yes! That's all! Good luck to our lives!
Probably the ice cream, cherry, leche flan on top will be SIHAEinMANILA because really, out of all the posts in my previous blog it was the only one who had managed to be in here so that's saying something ^^ And it's DONGHAE (and Siwon) in flesh and up close!
2012 isn't the best year I think, but it has enough memories that I won't be able to forget. 2013 is just starting and I can already feel it awaits more opportunities, more new people, more fun with oppars! And probably it's the year I'll get the chance to see Super Junior live! Cheers to me, cheers to us! I hope just like 2012, 2013 will be one year that could finally stood out and be one of the most unforgettable years of my life!
disclaimer: exo/infinite picture and 'i was your best friend' gif aren't mine. credits to danhobak and tumblr.
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